Well, 2020 is over. That was a terrible year and that is something we all can agree on. I haven’t posted in well over a year. I was going to shut down this site but for the life of me, I can’t. I put too much into this site to just close it down.

I am posting one thing. A video. I suffer from panic attacks. If you have never had one, I strongly urge you to not. They are not fun and just ruin you. I was feeling okay yesterday. It wasn’t a great day but not a bad one. I was sitting on my couch. I had just stopped playing, “Cyberpunk 2077” and was about to waste my night with youtube videos and imgur. I started to feel off. I knew I was about to have an attack, so I decided to film myself having it.

I am planning on going back to the doctor to get medicated and up the dosage. I had an appointment set up last week but car battery died on day of said appointment. I will reschedule. Other things going on, which I will dive into later.

Anyway , the video.