It’s been two years since the world lost this comedic genius. He was loved by millions and there is a funny thing about it. All these people who mourned the loss of this great man, never knew him on a personal level. I am one of those people. Yet, he connected with so many, we all felt we lost someone close to us. We saw him as an uncle, a father, a brother, or maybe that neighbor that everyone just loved. I was crushed when I heard about his passing. You’re shocked and in disbelief. You just can’t accept it. You won’t believe it. The night he died was a night I will always remember. It holds a place in my heart to a man that could make your bad day into something better. It was one of those crazy random happenstances that made that night into more than just a random night of drinking and having fun.
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A Poem: The Silver Gun
Every so often I get bored and write a poem. It isn’t a great poem and in no way will I ever compare what I wrote to Elliot or Keats. I just write to entertain myself. Maybe not the best way to entertain myself but if it gets the creative juices flowing, so be it. Before you jump to conclusions, I am not depressed nor am I looking to off myself. With that being said, enjoy!
Bullied To Death- A Poem
Whoever said “South Park” is bad for you was wrong. I was inspired by a recent episode I watched. The episode was from season 6. It was titled, “The Death Camp of Tolerance“. According to Wikipedia (a very reliable source of information), the storyline is as followed:
In this episode, Mr. Garrison is promoted from his position as the kindergarten teacher to teach the fourth grade. He had been previously demoted for admitting to being gay. However, realizing that getting fired for being gay could allow him to sue the school for millions, he decides, along with his partner, Mr. Slave to perform outrageous sex acts in the classroom.
The children complain about Mr. Garrison’s inappropriate activities, but their parents mistakenly think they are complaining about his homosexuality. The parents believe that the children are being intolerant and send them to the Museum of Tolerance, where all sorts of gags occur, such as the children going on a ride through the “Tunnel of Prejudice”, where speakers project all sorts of slur words at them and waxworks of minorities in stereotypical poses. The tour guide lectures the children about how Cartman being fat is his own life choice, before a smoker is spotted outside the museum and the tour guide and the parents lay into him in the same way they attempted to teach the children not to do with minorities.
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It was a pretty good episode. I forgot how funny this show was. I never look to the show for deeper meaning or some sort of political statement, but at least this episode struck a creative cord and got me to write something.
You play hurtful games
And you call me names
Names that ring inside my ear.
And everyday
Those kids will say
Bastard, loser, fag or queer.
They push me down
upon the ground
With no chances to defend.
And on the floor
I say, “No more.”
Begging, pleading for it to end.
Now at home
I sit alone
With all my peers to blame.
I have no hope
But just this rope
To aid to end the shame.
I step outside
Of a world that died
As I stand up on the deck.
I make a noose
But not too loose
And wrap it around my neck.
A final cry
To leap and die
To end their words of hate.
For when I’m dead
From this world of dread
They know they made my fate.
Thank you all
For heeding the call
Of a life to end so young.
For when it’s time
You’ll pay the crime
Of the boy that you all hung.
Thanks for reading.
Kirk
A Suicide Letter
Take the time to read this poem. Know that there are people out there right now who feel like this. If you are depressed, ask for help. It gets better. People care for you. Suicide is never the answer. I wrote this a while ago. I hope people get something out of it after reading it.
If you need help, click the link below
http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
or call,
1-800-273-TALK
The time is now
To bid adieu
To friends and family
Those old and new
To watch the sun rise
And to watch the sun set
To cleanse myself
Of my past regrets
Things I never did
The things I said I would
I did what I wanted
And did what I could
My will was weak
And my hopes were high
I never did
What I said, I’d try
You tried your best
Would say my dad
I’d hug my mom
To not be sad
No matter the smiles
And the hugging and kissing
Something inside me
Would always be missing
Did I make you proud
Or did I make you weep
Would you go to bed ashamed
And cry yourself to sleep
So, sorry for the pain
The breaks and the grief
But after I’m gone
You’ll have that relief
The relief of a burden
The shame and the pain
The son who had nothing
To show or to gain
Goodbye mom
And goodbye dad
Please don’t cry
And don’t be sad
I’m better off
The hurt is gone
Shed your tears
And please move on
Now go be happy
Like you were before
We will meet again
We’ll meet once more